As from the previous post you can see that I now have a new
job and will be starting super soon!! Well in other super exciting news we are
pregnant!! Yes I know! I have not been very open on my blog about wanting or
trying for a baby. Our story is pretty simple; we have very busy lives that at
times are super complicated. When we got married we decided we wanted to wait
before adding kids to the mix. About a year ago (last fall) we decided that it
was time to start the process of trying. For anyone male or female that is
trying to have a baby I pray for you and your sanity each day. I understand the
frustration around the process. Even knowing that God is in control and will
bless you it is still super hard at times. We have had so many people along the
way ask about when we were planning for kids or tell us we better not wait. With
each comment my inside would tighten and then you have everyone you know
getting pregnant. (it was like when you buy a car and then you notice it is the
same one your neighbor has drove for the last year and then you see two more at
work…they are everywhere) Through this process JP has been awesome, supportive
and ok with my emotional breakdowns. (there are times I just needed to cry and
there were times where I needed to not)
Confirmed, 9/18/14, after taking 1 pregnancy test and it
being very faint I have taken my follow up test and yes there are two bold
lines. Right now it does not feel very real. I feel like I am in a dream. We
are super excited but almost nervous. After trying for a year it seemed to
happen without us even realizing it. God is funny like that.
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